The future of this blog. The journey

Hello there,so it's been 3 years, 8 jobs,a few failed businesses, buried ambition and dreams. Went from living paycheck to paycheck ,to very broke,in debt and broke. From home to streets and making a bed in the front seat of a car. I promise this mess is going somewhere. I started blogging back in 2012, I were so excited that I found this world of beauty fashion and random things obsessed. And now I could be apart of it. When I started blogging o knew what I wanted to talk about and even had hopes of where my blog would go. The more I started discovering and reading other bloggers I found a sort of tribe. Girls young women who talked about fashion,expressed style, even travel( OMG traveling💗). It got me thinking I could do this. I had my heart set on going to New York, L.A or Milan for fashion school but financially that was not possible. So I attempted a little closer to home to go to fashion school to pursue my passion for fashion and just to emerge myself into such a creative space. But that too failed. So here I am now, not one ounces of college education or education fashion training but still the desire to have my own line. My own brand, maybe my own magazine. IDK I dream big lol. That hope has been on the shelf til now. 

See in less than 4 hours I will be 25. In that's mess I was talking about earlier, I had began spiritual work. Mental growth and healing. This is a journey and I am still on it. It's a mix of emotions but I am excited. I have been unlearning and learning rewiring and setting a value system according to myself not society and it's expectations. As I said I will be 25, 25¢, a quarter of a century, that scares me. However I have to admit something personal. For most of my life I have doubted myself. Not believed in myself applied myself very little. I let other opinions and fears direct my moves. In no way am I blaming anyone btw. I am saying I am for the first time I am only listening to my self esteem, raising my standards and building my confidence by doing. I know I have made many back in a while post but my direction is clear. And I have experience and confidence. But this blog is still at about fashion,style, and the journey. A little lifestyle and more. I am investing in all that I want, my ideas, my self education, join me on this journey. 💕